Eeons i have last blogged
But heck cos time waits for no man
i have better things to do
The crap i endured
The things i have experienced
makes me into what i am today

Those who imitated
the one who poked the nose
one who commented
one withered like a rose

Heck lifes gonna be fresh
leave those who can't stay
See the old lot of mess
and mold the new clay

gonna start a new banquet
leaving those uninvited
Thanks to those who withered
now i'm so excited

Great are the beautiful ones
events gotta be celebrated
we will we can for what we want
for all those that mattered

those beloved we shall soar
above the clouds in the wind
and those left behind want more
trapped in what have been

judge for myself
how life turned out
happy is thyself
who knows my lifes all bout

Time its time
to tuck in the bed
and dream of great wine
soaring up in great

Hahahahaha. understand ma? lalala... Dear those who have given me support like my darlings, my mama, my sons, my dotter and my sec sch frens like benny regi n jas and friends... sorry ar.. no time to blog... hahahhahaah
Those who just came to read and KPO on what is happening to me... i am glad u all updated urselves ya. But i also no interest to know bout u and for u to know bout me too... hahahaha.
Long story short... i am lazy to blog... one great blog to go http://235guys.blogspot.com do give them your support. ha...

dum dum dee dee dee dee dum dum dee dee dee dee... Don you dare point your finger at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ lalala

To those who cannot accept reality, PLEASE STAY in ur own LALA land. Don affect my life
To those who think they are good, SOMEONE can be BETTER
To those who wanna spoil my life, THANKS FOR THIS. beware KARMA
To those who cannot accept failure, u think life is just all smooth?
To those who live life to destroy others, THANKS! Someone else is holding a knife behind u.
To those who just has no better life... GO GET ONE

If people thought i have done nothing for ADD. So be it. I do not have to answer for reality. It is my fault i admit. i care. i care like fark. But it ended this way. THANKS for this darn SCREWED shit.

Still.. i just have to say that i love all those who listen to me bitch and just stay with me for who i am... Thanks darlings and my brothers... i appreciate u all.

hahah! my birthday is over in another few minutes.. had some fun on the 17th. Thanks for coming!!! Wahahahh n yeah. those are pics..
My dear in camp cannot accompany me.. =( nevertheless there was an ecard AND a sweet secrets mango mirror CAKE! Wahahha.. nice nice. i ate 1/4 of it.. oops =X hahahah hmm.. missing you wor...
well.. sweet sweet 18 is finalli here... hahhah
Thanks thanks to wishes... gifts and joy given.. hahah.. Love ya all! Wahahahaha
See below for the gifts ya? AND thanks to Yunsi for that nice nice bengawan solo cake on fri! And whoever got it along with her and celebrated for me.. Wah.. life feels so nice now... i am floating.. on clouds.. Wahahahah

my darlings n me.. n u may find them looking similar! hahaha 

They love my tree too! hee hee 

i guess my door is quite nice lar.. hahah so gotta take this kinda pic! wahahaha LOL 

erm.. wine promotors anyone? hahahah Loook look at my darling and my two sons... cannot tell that it is mother n son rite. Wahaha 

THIS is one of the unglam things that darling has done(hahah.. we always do unglam stuff one lar=D).. LOL.. she's high from all the drinking... hahaha.... and dun be mistaken.. she IS literally OLDER than me! Wahahahah

my sons waving goodbye to the tree GOSH!... high 

Penalty 

eh... wind wind windy nite.. so we decided to go a lil mtv style.. LOL 

Muh primary sch gang... hahah 

Erm... darling yunsi has this big big laugh.. guess barney's quite a cheerful dinosaur ya.. hahah.. n darling huishi looks a lil tired from the smiling! hahahaha 

Me n Darling HUISHI crazying in the lift 

Dish is a whole BIG BOX OF SWEETS from dearest lay yin.. Wahahah! Nice Nice? Wah.. Really NIce woah.. hahaha 

From BUYI.. loong time nv contact le.. hmm... a lil sad sad leh.. but dam nice lar! 8 years liao wor! ahaha 

Gosh!! Sausage lips... My oh my.. hahaha! Thanks to wanting n buyi wor!!! Wahahah... SO cute... its on muh bed now.. LOL 

This will be my very very valued Tee for the rest of MY LIFE!! haha.. LOVE ya darling.. SMilez =) 

Hi.. i am back to blog
I officially announce that this blog will not be undated until further notice. Or so when i sort out my relations with my human counterparts. There has been too much things going on... too much thoughts and wonders.
Till then, live long and prosper. =.=V

Take me away on angels wings
where i do not have to worry about things
Take me away high on the skies
Where my face will not have to be disguised
Bring me to the beautiful heavens
Where sincere smiles and love happens
Give me the peace of mind desired
At this point with earthly requires
Promise you take me to the clouds above
Allowing me to soar like a dove
When the correct time ticks by
Promise i will be brought up high

Nevertheless this earthly life of mine
Consist of beautiful memories survived
The sinceres the family the love by my side
Allows the opening of my heart wide
Beautiful beautiful are those nice
Letting me smile when they are by my side
Having them already suffice
The acquaintances with no strings attached
Stays around anywhere they like
I may think my life's a mess
Not being able to handle the insincere's test
But most important are the ones with love
That brings me up to the stars above

Thank you thank you wonderful God
For granting the beautiful into my life
I pray i pray to the Lord
That they never never have to leave my side...

*Gabrielle*

Just as everyone has the right to reject me when i get them out. i have the right too. i dun see the idea when everyone have dampen my mood and i have to entertain them understand. this is such a crappy world. Thanks to those who dampen my mood. u shall experience the same idea.
Getting results.. what crap. i am pissed... i got the results.. i am even more moody. This crap is getting me no where. Wondering what my results would be if i haven joined club. Yes. companionship... *see above* den i have to face this kinda result. i feel like... wadever...
i hope i can be happy again.. for now i am just feeling so screwed. i dun wanna stay in the house.. but of cos.. i dun have any company
How i miss those happy times when i went shopping with huishi... or when i went to feast and pig out somewhere.. i just wan someone to do that now... hmm...
this is getting depressing... Darling.. i am waiting for you to finish your exam alrite!! Jia you... =) After that we shall go and eat.. hehz.. stingray... satay... octopus... yum... hehz
Found this nice song.. sung by jackie chan and that jin xi shan... nice tune...
my mother is coming later. bah... not in the mood to entertain anyone now... get a life

Hi... i am back... after like 1 month of slacking from the bloggies club...
I just did my accounts.. and i realised that i blew about $550.00 this month based on entertainment, interest and clothes. This is unacceptable.. i should stop myself from further spending.. EVER in the next 2 months...
Went to batam for the first week of holidays... GYL camp... 4 days 3 nites and it was a blast.. erm.. i dun mean it as the bali bomb blast alrite... although my family was worried since it was all happening in indonesia. =X Well, ask me bout the camp and yes. i enjoyed it.. haha! It was definitely a fun camp la.. no dirty games and we get enuf sleep throughout... 2130 to 0800. Not enuf u mite as well move your home to a pig sty. haha...
Amidst all this seemingly happy facade lies the big big lies and of cos... public relations issue. i learnt... with great amusement... that life can be so... ... fake. believe me.. i saw through many things that happened... i heard from witnesses and well.. call them victims. hehz... nvm... that is all part of my very small thought. I do hope that this mask was put on for the sake of the good of all... This is sooo unlike wad i have seen previously. i guess i can call the world a theatre...
Alrite enuf of these laments.. lets move on to my life...
Exams are screwwwwwed. i went into depression during exam period actualli cos i blew my first paper... FOF... ok... if i pass.. i sompa i will thank God... Praying Hard now... den the others was alrite i guess.. although scoring seems a little tougher due to the first disappointing hurdle. =X
Next.. i enjoyed my 3 days 2 nites worth of peeling due to the sentosa outing with club.. it was realli realli fun. Played captains ball in the water etc... for like 6 hours in the sun. All got burnt.. not one was sspared.. unless you are talking bout cheeyan and some others who hid in the shade all the time. =.=" I was lobster red when i went to school on monday. i guess i turned some people off so much they din dare to speak to me.. lol!! Well... when i was at batam guess things were alot better then...
When i was at batam... i soooooooo regret not buying soooooo many stuff... Let me list them out... i wanna buy A&W back to Singapore.. i promise i will open one in singapore if i have the means.. haha! den the Adidas shoes... it was onli 30 bucks for the supernova... Gawd... and the shirts onli 5 bucks.. singapore retailing at $39.00... that one i bot 1... one onli.. should have wholesaled manz.. haha! and i wanna buy those ripcurl and roxy shorts alrite.. they are 10 bucks cheaper than singapore for the short ones la.. hehz... i wanna buy those kids clothings in the shopping centre... cos they are cute.. and way waaaay cheaper than singapore. Haha! Gosh... so many things i din buy.. a lil sadded...
Let me see what i bought recently... My Levis square cut... that was a nice one la...hehz... den i went shopping with my darling Yunsi... and bought 2 sets of clothes... skirts and pants as well as tops. Haha... den finalli.. i bot my skates... thanks to my sister.. i bought the wrist/elbow/knee guards.. which cost a freakin $50 bucks. i like those skates manz.. nice.. and smooth... Wahaha...
My sister is getting married in church during Nov and my brother(who is nearli non-existent in muh life) is having his dinner in feb. My clothes are sponsored by my 2nd sis.. haha! Ok... so she bought me this red dress and this gold shoes.. Wee... i like that pair of gold shoes... =) Guess i will get some nightgown for my bro's wedding dinner.. haha... shine shine.. bling bling...
Going to school tomorrow to write proposal... counting and counting.. i hope that people in club knows that we do not have much time left.. realli.. banners to paint and things to do... must jia you ar.. now celia not in singapore to push people liao... tsk... Banny ar... banny... NVM... they all jia you can le... My ADD still haven confirm place and my freakin hotmail cannot log in. Screw it~ all my quotations i ask them send there de lo... crap...
My dearie has been workin sia.. so busy... i wana go ice skate ok... i also wana go sentosa play ok... i wanna go skating too ok... i wana go watch movie too ok... hahah! i think even my own time also not enuf... haiz... nvm.. he pei me go buy my skates etc already... =) thankies... i know i try very long.. lol
Recently been doing household chores.. washing toilet mainly... feel quite sianed.. cos i wash... and wash.. and wash.. also like nv clean... argghhhh... I packed my cupboard today and realised i have kept many pieces of clothings in freeze pack.. lol.. meaning i nv wear=nv utilise resources... tsk tsk.. but all is t shirt and polo.. believe me... all sch shirt... i think everyday wear also can wear 2 weeks ok... lol collection... :P den i have all the books and my shelf all very untidy.. full of tags and books left over from my entertainment. hehz... i finished watching intial D after 1 whole month including the time when i nv watch cos of exam la.. haha so is considered not bad already ok...
i consider this a long entry ya... and it is to compensate for the 1 month of blog-slack i had..
if i have anything more... i will add on la... haha! ciaoz...